I a 48 year old disabled mom of 2, my son goes to shaw university, and my daughter is in high school, she is a A student trying to help me. My son will have is Masters degree soon, he is looking for a job but has no luck, he gets up every morning 5:00am walking place to place looking for work, when he returns home he is tired and hungry and no luck, I can see it on his face he is dissapointed, another bad day mom. I have had the best of jobs to take care of my children and raced them in a proper manner all by myself, until now. If someone out there can feel my tears and my heart and sorrows of fear and tell me there is hope don't give up. I feel so disapointed in myself I don't want't to be here any more. I know there is a god and I do have a angel on my side somewhere, but were ever your are please shine on me and I will shine on you. I need assistance on my rent, it was due the first of the month, I pleaded with my landlord to please give me more time but she just told me she has to take court papers out on me. I just moved in this due to a domestic violence cituation, I spent every thing a had to move in this house which I love so much, now I am going to loose it just like that. I need $550.00+$25.00 late fee, my landlord said also there is going to be a $145.00 fee for the court procedures.